Goodbye and good riddens

Well another year is coming to an end. All I can say is... fuckkit! What a year.

I have never been so glad to see a year go by and finish. 2009 has definitely been a year of ups and downs for me.

This year I suffered with some depression. Something that ate a big part of my spirit. Due to the depression I had to end a 2 year relationship. I needed the space to grow and recover. It still hurts and I still refuse to see me ex. But hey, the world is full of people. I really don’t need to look back when I’m pushing through life’s obstacles so I can move forward.

Then I found myself surrounded by a new group of friends. After being alone and losing “relationship friends” I found my own circle of friends. They are the most awesome, fun and crazy people I’ve ever met.

Thank you to all of them for making my 2009 fun and exciting.

This year I met someone who came into my life quickly and left very abruptly as well. Even though our friendship was short lived, he will remain a big part of my past and his influence will leave a very bit foot print in my life.

I found a job where I am very happy in. I work with a great bunch of people and have a great boss. In my future I doubt I will ever have a boss as understanding and patient as him. Thank you boss for restoring my faith in bosses.

This year I have learnt how my emotional rollercoaster of a mind works and I am still learning to control it. One day I will be able to and hopefully things will go smoother.

2009 was difficult, fun, sad, new and topsy turvy.

But through it all I have survived and pulled through. I little scarred and a lot stronger.

Please 2010 come soon and bring on more learning curves but a lot less drama and heartache.